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Release Year1998
Runtime1h 04m
LanguageEnglish
CertificationNC-17
Genres—
Votes1
DirectorT.J. Paris
WritersBob Jackson
TypeFeature Film
Rating7.0 out of 10
Cast7 credited
Also Known AsMy Secret Lust
About My Secret Lust
Rob Steele has the hots for his new boss Jake Hammer, but Jake is having an office romance with Chaz Carlton. Chaz is getting his ass pounded regularly by Jacke during office hours. Elsewhere, Bruce Hill and Patrick Ives are carrying on in the warehouse. Rob calls his friend Alex at home for advice as to what to do about Jake. Alex, who is distracted by Duncan Mills giving him head, nevertheless tells Rob to come clean about his secret lust. Rob gets up the nerve to go to Jake's office and discovers that Jake is hot and ready to ride his rump!
Directed by T.J. Paris, My Secret Lust leans on a strong ensemble — Rob Steele, Alex Wilcox, Patrick Ives — to carry a story that balances spectacle with character.
The film landed with audiences for its craft and performances, and remains one of the most talked-about screen titles of 1998.
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